Kaz very calmly slides the glass down the bar, where it's not going to get broken.

"It's... very too little, too late, yeah? I know that. There ain't a day that goes by that I don't realize that. And I'm sorry. Gods below I'm sorry. I can't imagine what kinda hell I put ya and your mom through and that... don't make what I did better. Don't ease the hurt."

He shrugs, kinda helplessly.

"I can only play out the hand I've got, Geo. And I have made some shitty, terrible decisions without any thought of consequences. And if I can kinda... make the world a little better, I know it don't undo the shit I did, but it's a sight better than me keeping that shit cycle going. That ain't the answer ya want outta me, but it's the only one I got.

I'll take my lumps, kid. I can't keep running forever."